All this time I was hoping,
Wishing you to be mine.
Praying for what I didn’t believed in,
And letting myself scream loud in rhyme.
You couldn’t hear my words loud,
Maybe you were addicted to whispers on phone.
I kept your gifts with so proud,
And I saw mine lying on a stone.
I will say I wasn’t hurt,
But don’t know why, a tear dropped out.
My feelings seems to be inert,
They are not going to free me out.
Staring at my broken pieces,
And watching you leave with a door open,
Took a step to stop you before winter freezes,
Thorny glass found its way to bones.
I screamed loud in pain but,
I could see that you were already gone.
Passers by heard my words cut
Bleed, advised me to move on.
When I asked a word, how?
I heard a loud silence around.
Nobody utters a word now.
And I smiled in front of fake crowd.
They stood up to leave me,
Like everyone do this as a hobby.
They never care for what you’ve been with,
Just want to ruin your “leisure cup of coffee”.
But still in between those crowds,
Eyes continue to search for a face.
Hopes she will be the sunlight after dark clouds,
But, she continued moving with that pace.
Later on I knew,
I won’t ever be missed by her.
I hope she never walk into my shoe,
She will fall, ‘Coz forever, her vision will remain blur.
Never show this world what you’ve been,
Just pick those pieces again,
Get used to this feeling of leaving,
And when you’re at a corner, allow your eyes to rain.
June 27, 2015 at 8:30 am
Ohh so much Pain……I wish you get her soon again 🙂
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June 27, 2015 at 8:55 am
I am trying my best to get her..let’s see what destiny decides …
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July 10, 2015 at 5:12 pm
If this isn’t fiction, and it’s an actual plea of help, I wonder where that girl is?! Why doesn’t she come back already after reading your words? 😐 How much more sincerity does she demand?!
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July 11, 2015 at 2:59 am
this is not fiction… When she didn’t came back I assume that maybe she’s not reading my words and poems…and this lie(probably) helps me to hope…I hope that one day she will read them..and change her mind..(she might have already read them)…let’s hope..BTW thank you.. 🙂
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July 11, 2015 at 6:06 pm
To hope is to live… But I hope the false hopes won’t stop you from letting go and moving forward! Good luck 🙂
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July 11, 2015 at 6:14 pm
It won’t.. One day I will..probably 🙂 but it’s hard to predict that day…let’s see when it happens …thanks.. 🙂
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July 11, 2015 at 6:18 pm
You’ll get out of it. If only you try. Been there, done that. 🙂 Take care!
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July 11, 2015 at 6:32 pm
Experience speaks !! 🙂 I will surely try… And I know I will…one day…someday… 🙂
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