My favorite distraction and my worst daydream,
You managed to hurt me down for way too deep.
I will never get to know,
How can u still haunt me at nights?
When I convince myself all day long,
That it’s been way too long and you’ve moved on,
And now she’s a past and that you were left far behind.
I guess that’s where your magic lies,
Hunting me down so deep in the forest;
Of my own world,
Where sun hasn’t touched ground in decades;
Wounding my bare heart with your love,
That it will burn the forest of self worth down,
Burning each last bit of being original me,
And turning into ash that followed you out of this messed up and burnt forest.
Of all the greatest mysteries,
You will remain my favorite one,
Asking myself every time a star sparks,
How did you manage to make me fall so hard for you?
How did I survive the fall?
But it doesn’t matter now, does it?
When you’re so happy that I am afraid to come near you,
When I have stayed in darkness so long,
The sparks of your eyes will blind me again.
Maybe I will just walk away and won’t turn around,
And will pretend to be the strong guy who’s on his own.
But hey, I’ve moved on,
So what if sometimes my heart aches when I hear your name,
I’ve moved on,
Maybe in some years I will forget how you even look,
Maybe tomorrow I will forget the way you smiled,
When first time you held my hand,
So what, if for now,
I remember how your eyes used to light up after meeting me.
I promise I will forget it,
Maybe tomorrow, maybe in coming years,
Maybe I will find someone to share all those moments again,
Maybe she will also hate me later,
Like the way you feel now,
But right now all that matters is,
I’ve moved on.
I will be bothering you with my words,
Every time I feel my heart skipping beat,
Over all those memories that we’ve had,
Till I move on.
But hey, I’ve moved on. 🙂